Pencils keep pecking at clipboards.
An overhead fan is swooping down on us.
Yes, I’ve been blessed with the voice
of a manager-type, this knack for keeping
eye contact, manufacturing trust.
In fact I’m doing it right now.
No, simple things are not lost on me—
the link between sideburns, dangling earrings
and the propensity to lie, steal from
cash drawers, lick up detritus,
how certain dimples and gestures can tip off
an addiction, an infancy spent mostly in shadows.
Assembled in his name, we’re shown another short film–
the founder mounting his hot air balloon,
his wife tossing out sirloins to their mastiffs.
With their brand comes this mock resolution–
more stuttering images guaranteeing our position and place,
every close up a developing parable, mandate.
Someone kisses up to these cartooned proposals.
I click over to the others, dismissed before
the complimentary pizza and boxes of cookies–
one whose skin had blown out into rash
and another whose cranium swelled from
the strained strings and loons being looped over speakers.
A microphone is tapped back into life.
Our manual labors on about promptness and hygiene,
how even the dead have been contacted, absolved of their dreams.
These rewards never mention any morphine.
Instead I will tear at another free sample,
imagine how my urine brings the supervisors grins.
I function less during lunch, the nursery’s timing
dispelled by mere swallowing, colliding teeth.
After which I fuss with my appearance in the company mirror
behind which I picture these slovenly angels
puffing cigarettes, slurping the blackest of coffees
and oh yes, slashing prices to quicken our recovery.
In some spilled sugar, someone’s half-registered an S.O.S.
She’ll take a time out and then get back out on the floor,
her hat a near-pyramid shape, pager fastened to her belt.
Maybe minutes from now they will hear us and dig us all out
from this sterile asylum with its clearly marked signs,
its aisles of damaged light.